new~!

downloaded new songs...
today i argued with my dad... he said i chant too little... yes i chant very little, i know... but i'm working on it...
most of the time i only chant 30 mins... i can't really concentrate when i'm in hospital (i really wanna go home)... i dun know what he thinks, but i think he expect me to chant 2 hours....and the maximum i only chant 1 hour....=(
i know it's important, but i am easily influenced by the devilish functions around me...yes, i'm trying hard to ignore it...but still... in the end i will get swayed away by it....haih
sorry dad, i'll work on it...