back at home for the weekends

finally, i discharged from hospital with weak legs and fingers.... haha
been doing exercise i learned from the physiologist...
it's painful and tiring... but i gotta do it to walk properly
currently i can't walk properly...
i am very unstable and wobble here and there...
this is due to the weakness of my muscles... as i had only been sitting in bed and walking to the toilet during my stay.
well, i hope my blood count goes up tomorrow... i don't wanna get pricked...!!
here are some pics since the last upload....

argh.... back in hospital

yup, mua is back... and i reformatted me computer
all files gone gone..... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

on ward leave...

after so long i am still on ward leave... wth~?!

1 post b4 i sleep

been playing cards..... felt lonely in the morning....
miss bro... msn sux!
dun kno what's wrong with it.... like cnt read my webcam....
zzz
huhu, i can't guess his gf name.... felt a little heart broken... blah
good night peps.... tomorrow is a NEW day!

Not another day?!

because of my dear dear platelet, i have to stay until wed to see if i can go home or not...
so far there is no fever.... ha! this is a surprise for every readers...... through out my stay i had recorded some videos... so i'll upload it one by one soon... just sit tight and bite your nails........haha~!

Not the Time

i'm fighting on... and strongly believe that i will be victorious in this obstacle.
i'm sure i have a strong heart and a strong mind.
and it will definitely enable me to win this war.

no, it's not the time to give up nor die out... the flame in my heart will burn on continuously.
no doubt one day i'll win for sure.

if it's not your time to go, it's not....so you have to fight...
if it is, you'll have no choice but to let go....

Time for another Update

yes, it's time! oh, my previous post is so empty...
during the days here in gmc, i definitely gone through the 10 worlds in the Daishonin's teaching.
when i am having fever and shivering i am in Hell
when i am happy for the time being i am in the state of Heavenly Being
when i had to repeat stuffs and got mad i am in the state of Asuras
when i shakubuku someone i am in the state of a Buddha
in this stay, i gone through a lot and learnt a lot.
applying the lotus flower teaching in life is a hard job. but we must hang on and fight till the end until we are victorious
Like what Kaneko Ikeada said:
The most important thing is not winning, But it's never give up.